‘It’s ok.’
They tell me.
‘You were just brainwashed,
by him and the scene he painted.’
And I’ll smile a crooked smile
Asking them ‘what brain?’
‘I lost that way before him.’
‘I’ve always been out of my mind.’
‘It’s the heart that he stole.’
‘And the love that he took,
that now leave me feeling empty.’
It’s when their helpful eyes harden
It’s when their helpful words stop
It’s when their helpful hearts turns to pity
And their attempts fall back into silence,
Over time.
They might still say I’ll bounce back.
They might still offer up themselves
They might still try to make me see the good that’s left
And they might think I’ll miss it eventually
In time.
And all I’ll smile is my crooked smile.
Out of my mind and with a hole for a heart.
Knowing they lost before they started,
Just like I’ve lost.
Myself.
Because you can always talk some sense,
Back into a person…
Where potential is being wasted.
But you can’t glue a shattered heart
back together for another.
No matter how much you want to.
No matter how much you try.
But thank you for trying.
I wish this wasn’t SO relatable. 😦
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I could not agree more.
Sorry to hear 🥲
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I agree
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You lost your heart, thats awful, fantastic post by the way, if you really have lost your heart then you can have my heart instead, I have no other use for it so you can keep my heart forever my beautiful blog friend ❤
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That’s such a lovely offer – but I’m more for having everyone keep their own, these days. Much safer.
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God bless you
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I feel this in my bones, cos my heart was ripped out years ago too 💓
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Though I appreciate the recognition it saddens me that you went through the same 😦
Hope it got/is getting better!
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Thank you. I think it’s like a healed over scar. It is there, you’re reminded of it frequently enough, but it doesn’t stop you enjoying life again 🥰.
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This piece really hits home. I love the way you’ve written it, very descriptive; a total gut-punch.
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I never thought I’d read gut-punch as such a compliment. Thank you+
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You’re quite welcome!
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Love As A Mother
Persevere As A Father
Be That
FRiEnD
To
One
Lost
From
Child of
Love Within
All Worth
Naming
God Flame
Yes Love
Never Giving
Up On Kindling
Breath Once Again
Thank You Stranger
Once Again Someone
Inspires me Never To
Give up on A FRiEnD
Same my
Mother
Did For
me… my Father Left
Yet i Feel Shoes
He Could Not
Fit And Treat
FRiEnDS And
Strangers
Same
As my
Mother’s Love
Limited only
Unconditionally
To Her
Children…
Yet You See
my Olympics is Love…
Treat New Friends As
Old Friends Treat Old
Friends As New
Friends For
Giving
Thanks
Giving
Even
In Their
Silence And
Depression As
Only Both The
Good Father
And Mother
Who
Breathes
Within Will
Yes Love Fearless For
All Victory CarrieS on💫
Today is My Mother’s
Birthday Passing
Away 3 Years Ago
After Falling
To Her Death
Bed On Valentine’s
Day in 2017
This Gift
This Love
Yes This Flame
This God No
Noun
Just
Love
So Let
Nike Sell ‘The Shoes’
Not The Company
The Goddess
Of Victory
Love Still
Breathing
Or Returning
Now to ‘See’
Once Again Be i Am…🎁🦋
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This poem is so relatable! I’m speechless after reading it.🥺❤️
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Sorry (and yet also happy) to hear 🥲
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But shattered hearts can be mended it takes time
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Yeah…so I keep hearing 😳🤭
I’m just already getting patient at how long it’s taking 😂
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Hmmm…patience is the key especially when heart meets a better lover who handles with so much care
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Very good post
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Thanks!
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I would like to reblog it if ok?
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Sure – as long as there’s a linkback, I’m always fine with reblogs :)!
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Very true…
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💪
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I felt this so much. 🖤
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Thank you 😳 (and sucks…at the same time)
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It definitely does!
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This is lovely Zoe! Straight to the heart. Even if you are not experiencing it at the moment, you can feel the words flowing and you know, for some, it’s true.
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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Beautifully honest
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Dark paradise
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Sorry for the pain (as a person and friend)
Happy for the poem (and output like this, from you as an artist)
Sometimes a broken hart (or any other kind of suffering) apparently is a necessity or condition to create the best ‘art’ … you’ve succeeded
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People always say time heals all wounds but I don’t think the heart ever completely heals no matter how much time goes by but at least it heals enough to open up again.
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Love it 💗
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👍👍
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It was soo deep good job
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Powerful 💛
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You’re blessed with a way with words 🌹
I hope you take care of yourself
You’re precious, just remember that
No matter if someone else loves you or not 💕 we’re always here
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