Heart on lockdown

 I thought of you,
 Each time I tried something new,
 And I stopped trying,
 So I wouldn’t have to.
  
 I thought of you,
 Each time I fucked someone new,
 And I stopped fucking,
 So I wouldn’t have to.
  
 I thought of you,
 Every time I drank something new,
 And I stopped drinking,
 So I wouldn’t have to.
  
 Then I built back up those walls,
 That I once tore down for you,
 High enough to please the Donald,
 Solid enough never to budge,
 Broad enough to withstand the world.
 And strong enough to keep you out,
 So I wouldn’t have to.
  
 This time I made sure to leave out the door,
 And I sure as hell won’t give you the key,
 Nor to someone new,
 So I can stop rebuilding.