There’s lots of things one might aspire to be in life – but one thing not many people put on that list is: SILLY. Which is…a….damn…. Shame (yes. With a capital S).
There’s a certain demanded seriousness to life that’s always kind of rubbed me the wrong way. Sure. I can be focused, and all business and professional when it is called for. Sure. I can be toned down and serious and solemn when need be. But my natural modus operandi is silly. I’m a rebel that way.
There’s one thing I’ve always learned – no one is going to take you seriously if you take yourself too serious. You lose the feeling of being a ‘real‘ person when all you show is a carefully poised exterior.
So I’ll always be the one to carve into inappropriate topics at work and make my colleagues laugh (and blush). I dive into ball pits at McDonald’s. I eat silly colored foods with all the maximum amounts of sprinkles and I drive my shopcart through the store like it’s a train. It doesn’t matter that I’m over 30. #IdowhatIwant.
For instance: I was on a Poke-walk late yesterday afternoon when I took a different turn than usual (because I spotted a pokestop I hadn’t visited before). This new road took me right up next to a little park with a small group of trees and a HUGE (I kid you not, mountainsized) pile of raked leaves.
And I just….
Had….
To jump into it.
I stood next to the pile, spread my arms and just let myself drop backwards into this pile. It was awesome (even though I ended up with twigs entangled in my curls and bits and crunchy pieces in crevices that I’d rather not have them…). I think I lay there for a good 5 minutes giggling. Playing Pokemon on my phone. Smelling the intense Autumn aroma of slightly soggy leaves and just – being. The older couple walking by had the biggest smiles when they moved past my weird self. It was great.
All throughout my life I’ve never really cared why people laugh – as long as they do. Whether they’re laughing with me or at me is of no importance. I thrive on smiles. And I have all the silly in me to make them happen.
It’s one of the things I loved most about my previous relationship. That silliness was not only accepted but appreciated. And it’s the type of thing I will from now on always actively look for in partners.
I’ve been with the type of guys who used to frown when their grown-ass girlfriend saw a seesaw and DEMANDED to get on it together. Been with the guys who look away in embarrassment when I procure the fluffiest of IKEA sharks in a store and proceed to photograph said shark in compromising positions. Not that that’d ever stop me. Behaving like a sane person never suited me. It looks off when I act all normal. The world knows better.
All I’ve ever learned up til this point is that acceptance is the highest goal in (romantic) life. I want the guy who’ll grab my hand and skip down the road WITH me (I friggin love skipping) even though we’re middle aged people and folk are staring.
I mean – I bounce around the softbal field every now and then and that usually ends with confused looks and even the younger guys shaking their heads in that ‘omg there she goes again, what the HELL is she doing‘ fashion. (Which, as per fucking usual, doesn’t stop me in the slightest). Doesn’t take away from the fun of it in the least (pfew!).
But no. IF and WHEN I do get my ass back on the market and find me a lover – they’re going to (have to) accept all the silly that’s in me. They’re going to spread their arms and (attempt to) catch me when I run up to them American romcom fashion and jump in their arms, even though I’m way too heavy for such things and will possibly crush them. They WILL allow me to buy tiny little marshmallows to decorate the whipped cream with on the pancakes they’ll have to bake me (since I am incapable of making them myselves). They’ll love all those parts about me that all the serious people furl their brows at, while secretly wishing they hadn’t horrendously murdered their inner child years prior.
And I’ll be sure to put a smile on their face every single silly day. Up until I’m a granny who dies her cotton candy hairdo an actual pink, in those Bigfoot slippers and a Hugh Hefner robe – throwing popcorn at the nursing home nurses while commenting on the other grannies in the voice of those two grumpy Muppets on the balcony. Epic.
Now if you’ll excuse me – there’s a playground about a 15 minute walk away that I used to drive past on the way to my ex – with one of those pully-platforms over a small pond that I always vowed to one day play on. Today shall be the day that I conquer that pully bridge. Or freeze to death in a pond in november when I inevitablyfall in cause I’m a clumsy fuck. At least that’s a sufficiently silly way to go!
Ive said many times in my life: “Do not take me (too) seriously, as I don’t do it myself”
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Accurate as fuck!
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You know, my man is totally like this!!! He made me realize that I take myself too seriously and made me remember how much fun it is to be silly!!! He wants to be roasted by his friends for our wedding in 2 weeks!
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Life is too short to be taken seriously…so indulge as much as your heart desires 👍👊
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Indulge – I just loooove that word!
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Haha…. life’s all about the indulgences…. hopefully mostly good Nd healthy ones 😛😛
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Accurate
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💪 hells yea!
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This right here:
“All throughout my life I’ve never really cared why people laugh – as long as they do. Whether they’re laughing with me or at me is of no importance. I thrive on smiles. And I have all the silly in me to make them happen.”
I tell people all the time, “I’m a big kid”, that’s expressed up front. If I find that they’re not capable of enjoying and loving that part of me, there’s no reason for us to even try. I think people should not have to reduce their sense of self to be with someone. We are whole human beings, capable of having many characteristics and qualities. We deserve partners who will love and appreciate us for who we are.
Right on you! Enjoy every silly moment!
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Not reducing the sense of self…that’s so beautifully put. And true. Now onto actually upholding that rule!
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Boom! Yes, ma’am!
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Life isn’t worth living if you can’t have fun adventures. Keep being a silly goose. The world needs more of them. The older couple probably would have jumped into the leaves with you except for their bad knees. Trust me I know. Once you get down, it’s hard to get back up again.
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Omg that just made me laugh out loud 🤭🤣 I’m so hoping that’s true!
(And hey, my knees are already complaining at 31…so I get that hardship!)
Thank you for the reply!
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I love silliness. I also put a high value on acceptance of and perhaps even delight in who I am and try to return it in kind. It’s an important quality to look for in a romantic partner.
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Having delight in someone, I find, is sometimes even more important than those initial fleeting butterflies. Looking at someone with that genuine appreciation…that lasts.
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Being silly/finding humor has been the key to managing my illnesses and my marriage of 16+ years. G and I constantly fart in front of each other, say “come look at this disgusting or questionable thing” (usially a dookie that’s impressive or funny looking), or quoting things that we know will make each other laugh. Porta potty names like “A flush away” or “Got to go” are a few of our favorites 😂
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Oh gosh, toilet humor 🤭😂
I love that you guys share that (although I’m firmly in the clan of ‘girls don’t fart and poop. Ever’) 🤐🙃
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john mellencamp
in reverse
gotta find me
see
listen hear
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What’s that fuzzy thing in your left hand? I’m not sure if it’s cute or something evil… It’s still a silly picture… Guess I’m trying to categorize which kind of silly. >_> which is silly in itself. (Where am I going with this comment?)
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Hahaha – it’s a cardboard feathered fake owl that my mom brought back as a creepy gift from Thailand
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😆
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Oh. That’s annoying when my comment cannot be shown because it is a link. That’s silly.
❤️
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I thought the empty comment was also silly xD
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:: hides in leaves to cover shame ::
On second thoug– OOF!
*Ouch*
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This: “I’ll always be the one to carve into inappropriate topics” had me smiling wide and wanting to squeal “wheeeeee!” and jump into those leaves with you. Always be you 💜
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There was pleeeenty o’ room for the both of us! I’ll reserve a spot!
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Being silly is a necessity to survive in a life where a lot of negativity abounds
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Yes!!!
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It should be added to the bottom of Maslows pyramid if ya ask me!
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It sounds like you’re having fun. Great!! I think everyone needs some silliness in his life.
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These days that is pretty much all we can do to break the monotony of corona-days 🤭 Thanks!
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Wow lady, you’re sexy. Holy smokes. You’ll find him! You will. Wait – so you jumped into a pile of leaves when you were out and about alone? That makes it so much better. I adore this gif of a dog jumping in leaves. I stared at it for a bit because I love dogs and it just makes me happy. 😆😃
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I love how you can connect the word sexy to a pic with a bathmat cape, lightshade crown and owl-overdose weirdness 🥰🔥
And the gif is actually just one shot from a video of that dog jumping into that pile, running through it, jumping out that lasts a good long while. Instant cheer-up material!
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Haha! Well to each their own. I mean, I like comedienne silly brunettes with nice figures. ;). Cute sandals as well. Yes I downloaded the dog and sent if to my Ma lmao 😁
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life is too short not to be silly!!! 👏👏👏👏
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SO true!!
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I like your style! Fun is one of my values. Why situations can be sad and/or challenging, it is fun that makes life worth living. It’s what we all remember.
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Thanks!
And I totally agree. Couldn’t live without it.
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I really don’t want you to freeze to death in the pond because we will never hear the story and get to laugh at it. Mrs. Herb and I jump and splash in puddles.
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Bwhaha – thanks for the totally selfless well-wishes 😆😈
I made it over safely though! And it. Was. Epic!
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This Makes
me Happy
Silly Is
Another
Word For
Authentic
Fun When
Play is Lost
Our Child Dies
Go! Go! Go!
Play…
Find
Your
‘Freak
Flag’
Free
All Fear
Haha i used
To Post Underwear
Photos on Facebook
Not unlike my
Blog
All
i Wear
Is Stars
Now Yes
And the
Only Face
Book FRiEnDS
Left Thank
God
Are Real
Devise Your
Own Litmus
Test to Filter
Out Who’s True😁
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Freak flag: check!
Flying it loud and proud!
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😁🙌💫🤑
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Yaaaayyyy!!,
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🤣 that picture is ridiculous.
“pully-platforms” hahahhaa! I know what you mean though. I loved those too!
I honestly can’t believe you had a boyfriend who frowned at the idea of a simple see-saw! That’s so tame though lol. Anyway great idea to make silliness a dating requirement 👍.
I often have people staring at me in public too. I do press-ups in random places as I need the dopamine boost xD. I also purposefully under-dress to make press-ups a survival necessity 😅.
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Ridi-cu-awesome you mean?!
And yeah…not my first language eh..I have no idea what they’re actually called hahaha!
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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I pity the folks who killed their inner child!
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Yes shes sillyy
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You go away and change into a giraffe for five minutes and all this happens…
(Well, maybe more than 5 minutes)
🦒
Is that a fascinator on your head? Until I saw a friend wearing one, I didn’t even know what a fascinator was (and my description… “like a cross between a hat and a construction site”… isn’t helpful to anybody).
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YES!!!!!!
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Lol 😅
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I loved reading this so much! You have to be able to let go and enjoy yourself. It’s fun to be silly every once in a while! 🙂
Xo Tina | https://www.teenafey.com
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Every once in a while…or always. Either is fine >:)!
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Hahaha, I loved it- each and every instance!!
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Woohoo!
Thankssss!
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Accurate
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Booyah!
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I love silliness! It keeps me going and non cynical about life. Thank you for this! ♥️
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have dance parties! eat candy! watch cartoons! draw with chalk!
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You sound awesome!
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Life is too important not to laugh at periodically. I’ve always enjoyed the silly moments! Be well, stay healthy.
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